2.5 starsthis book is covered in raw emotions and pure feelings; desire ( to win and to love), to make some one love you and be proud. it gives you an inside look on preformers. during audition, she was struggling to find both herself and ground to stand on. she wants him to love her, and she ends up giving herself away to a man that doesnt even truely loves, her. a man who uses her as a muse as inspiration and for sex. she thinks this is what she wants. while reading it i really struggled go see the world from her point of view. at times it confused me. though when i read the end i wanted to applaud.